| i'm not going to have a summer vacation :[
i'll be attending UCSB for BOTH summer sessions so... yeah.
doesn't that just sound great?
i won't be seeing you... ever. and you'll continue to date jessica... fuck my birthday.. i won't have one. i'll be at school for my birthday... this is officially the worst time of month ever.
i hate summer time...
didja guys have fun at magic mountain? i bet you did.
fucking aye... like last year when i was going to go without you, but i ended up waiting and STILL you ended up going with her when i put it on hold to wait for YOU.
God, WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY DO YOU HATE MEEEEEE.
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| i don't ever want to see you/speak to you/hear of you ever again. starting NOW. this weekend while you're off with your girlfriend, i'll drop off everything that belongs to you. i'm giving you back your house keys and whatever i come across. bye. |
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| fuck you, you piece of shit. |
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| so... recently i've been sleeping a LOT... and i have no idea why.
i sleep for like.. 15 hours throughout the day with naps and the actual night sleep.. i never really did this.. i usually just slept 15 hours at night... but not ever throughout the day. what's going on? am i sick?
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| i realize that i'm so full of hate and all these different types of emotions... but it feels SO GOOD to be angry and to be sad. it's like having a weird source of power that can push you to do things that you've never done before, right? it sucks.. but for some reason... you just want to stay angry. it feels GREAT to be pissed at someone. luckily for me, it's been happening a lot lately. it sucks a lot, but at the same time.. it's wonderful. that sucks for them...i'm sorry (to a certain few).
i'm so excited for this weekend it's not even funny. stef wuuuuuuu!!! yess! come up here to Santa Barbara and let's go shopping on state street, and we'll make sure you buy a UCSB sweatshirt :]
oh yeah, i didn't fail my math midterm YESS! but i didn't do so hot either... but either way, there's still a chance for me to get an A in the class! AMAZING!
i have religious studies in... an hour in a half. i'm here at the library.. because i don't get internet in my room. fuck. i'm so pissed.. i can't buy anything off of itunes or i can't check my e-mail or facebook or xanga or myspace :] unless i use my friend's computer or at the library... like i am now. GRRR
the new linkin park CD... i'm pretty mixed about it... they definitely changed their style.. but it's still not bad. it's just.. different. hmmmm? is it worth buying?
i had the best breakfast ever. it made my horrible morning go up 123761241 points. it made going to an 8 a.m. class worth it... mmMmMMMm~ english muffin with cream cheese and tomatoes.. i can eat those forever.
anyway,
life is looking a little bit better. w00t w00t.
SAMSON, SUBSCRIBE TO MY FUCKING XANGA YOU DDONG-FACE.
so.. a journal is probably the best thing that i've ever done for myself. dang, i've only had it for one day and i've already written three pages... the thing about new spirals.. is that the pages stick together :[ so the pages rip. if anyone read my journal and looked at the pages, he/she would think i needed to go to the mental hospital cause i'm cursing left and right and just being angry and the pages are ripped.. i thought it was kind of funny.
OMG HOUSE! i recently stumbled upon a TV series about a doctor called House and wow.. it is INTENSE! i REALLY REALLY want to get into it. it's nutso. omg, i can't wait to watch another episode.
so.. summer sessionssssssssss B! yay! for the first part of my summer.. i'm kinda torn as to what i should do. should i work full-time and get lotsa moneyyyy? or should i work part-time, not get as much money as i would have if i worked full-time and have more hanging out time with my friends? what a dilemma..
jenn's getting fat. poo..
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